Lonely

Lonely.
It's not only being alone but sometimes even with somebody next to you, you also can be or feel the loneliness. Trust me. I've been there so many times. It's the feeling that I can't escape from. It can come at any moment. Any time. Any situation. It's all come without warning. I can be lonely in the middle of crowd. In the shower, in the car even in my bed. It's not a great feeling nor it's not a bad feeling too. The best way I can overcome the feeling is to sleep. Sleeping can help me loose the loneliness feel. Even though it's just a temporary measure. It does help.

Why am I talking about this?

New Wallet

It's been almost 16 years ago when my wife gave me a wallet. It is hand palm size without any cash compartment. Only six  cards compartment. I fell in love with the size and I decided to wear it since then. There's a couple of time that I thought of changing the wallet but time flies and I'm still stuck with my old wallet. It's only recently that I just noticed that my wallet is torn and faded all over. Sometimes feel a bit shame to take it out of my pocket when I'm paying at cashier's counter. It's old and look very ugly already. There's a couple of times that my wife insist me to buy a new one but none that suits my needs. I always have a dream that someday that someone will give me a wallet as my birthday gift but it never happen. I even gave hints to my surrounding people to give me a wallet as a gift but it never happens.

So today, I've decided, it's time for me to change a new wallet. I just happen to be a cheap sale and found a wallet that looks like suits to me. I just don't want to think twice anymore, and no matter what, I must change it.

Then I bought it, ending the career of my old wallet. Thanks very much to you. You've been a loyal servant to me for the past 16++ years. ADIOS my friend. You'll be RIP in my cupboard drawer. Until we meet again.