I'm supposed to be on the road now, driving down to work but instead I choose to update my blog. As usual I have so many ideas on what to write but once this page loaded, all the ideas gone. Well, here goes nothing.
November. Every time comes this month, the first thing pop up my mind is "November Rain" the famous song by Guns N Roses. Why? It has got to do with song and memories. Every single song in your life can bring back a memory in your life. Me, myself got a few. The song that touched me a lot is for sure " Aku Pun Tahu" by a rock group Wings. It reflected very much on my first crush. Azizah is her name. She's the first girl that I ever express my feeling for her openly. But our ambition separated us. She's chasing her dream. I'm chasing her love. At the end, I lost.
There are other songs that could bring out sweet memories in my life. Carrie is one of it. Everytime I heard this song, I would remember the day I was travelling back to home town in a bus, heartbroken. I still remember the tears that drop while sitting in the bus, just off the pineapple town, ascending the Sebangkoi slops. I was crying endlessly until I faĺl asleep.
"When light goes down
I see no reason
For you to cry
We've been through this before
In everytime
In every season
God knows I've tried
So please don't ask for more "
I don't know. Why every songs relates to our life. Somewhere or another. If you heard me singing a song, it could be my true feeling at that particular moment. It might be also I want to send a message to someone. Or it might be the way I express my dissapointment. Somewhere or another, songs can be very motivational.
We live in music of our life. The moment we open our eyes in the morning (some wake up in the noon because of not rushing to office), but the first thing we hear is, sound. Whether it the soundof baby crying, alarm, fan, aircond blade, or even you snoring partner. It's in us.
Recently, I like a song named "Malaikat". A very strong lyric and really giving some motivational for me to work harder or ti plan for the future. Seriously, I never plan my life. A lot of people quoted "if you fail to plan, you are planning to fail". Well, so far, I failed a lot but I live. What I believe in is God. God is the best planner ever. Let he plan your life. Let him guide you than you'll never ever need a plan. I met a lot of people who said "Thank God. It works". If you think you're the one that plan it, why thank God? Why not thank yourself? That's because you're not confident enough with your plan. You still rely on God to make it works. Isn't God is the best planner than you.
It just like when you plan to have a child. Do you plan? Do you wish that you or your partner got pregnant at the first sperm shot? Do you plan to have sex??? For me, I just do it as and when my desire is calling. And I know,every sperm shot, a baby will be born. Why I'm so confidence of it. Because I believe in God. He's the best planner. When He said "Kun Fayakun" or "Happen, so it will happen", nothing can stops Him. The Al-Mighty.
Hey!! Where's that story of the music and memories? 😄 right. Another song that caught my life is "Lamunan Terhenti". The lyric speaks for itself. And it really ever happen to me. And there's so many other song that I can't remember now but once it's in the air, memories will appear. That's our life. Full with music. Keep moving on with dance of your life. It will never fail you because failure is not an option. It's a choice. ...Adios for now. 😙
